Somehow I knew this was going to happen eventually. It seems that I have no choice but to pursue Computer Science at university, as the other programs do not really tickle my interest. I’m so tired of computers, due to the fact that I’ve been learning about them since I was seven years old. I don’t even feel challenged anymore. Computers are a hobby of mine and I don’t necessarily want to learn about my hobby at school. Where’s the fun in that? There is one program that does interest me (law!) but Concordia doesn’t seem to offer it at all. McGill, however, has a Faculty of Law, but I seriously doubt they’ll accept me with my ass-kicking technical Computer Science DEC from CEGEP. What a load of horse shit. Yes, this is my fault, but I really dislike Chemistry and Physics. My motivation to go through university has plummeted to an all-time low.
Honestly, if I had the choice, I’d drop out of university now and put the money that’s been saved up for school into good use, like investing it into a trust fund of some sort. That won’t happen, however, as my parents are determined to push me through school. I feel like I’m wasting my time… I rather be doing other shit, like working on my websites and helping my dad out with the business. I have too many ideas that I need to put into motion. Time is flying by and I’m going nowhere.
The excuse that school is a big “life insurance policy” sounds bogus to me. To cut it short, I really don’t see myself working for anyone else but me. The idea of a straight job is like the idea of a straight jacket. No way in hell will I become someone else’s slave. Yes, now I’m being a cocky son of a bitch, but I really don’t dig the whole 9 to 5 thing. I like staying and waking up late. I don’t want to be stuck in a cubicle all day long. I don’t follow deadlines. I hate meetings. I’m the biggest procrastinator I know. I will never change.